Time to clear the very thick spider web that have been on my blog for such a long time ~~ recently or nowasday have been slacking at home doing nothing but watching drama or surfing the net as due to i finally graduated from ITE Higher nitec so now will be a break before my next step appearing and that is NS (i guess ?? ) actually overall i am so happy , yay (!!) and sad for a few thing : Happy - first happy stuff is finally this year i know how is to be like to stay overnight or tonning in a chalet for 3 straight days as due to on march that month Marcus and another of my friend Jac they both planned to have a chalet for their 21st birthday celebration and also they so just nice that they book the chalet near on e to two day to each other chalet date so when i ask my dad i thought he will say NO !!! but instead he say YES or OK !!! so i was like so super duper happy and excited to go tell the news and start the preparing for the chalet and so on .... Second happy stuff happen on ytd as my final year result will be released on ytd so at first i was very nervous and franking speaking i was so worried that if i fail again my networking i will be super dead but then i decided since no matter what i will still have to face the fact so i just login to my account then to my SUPRISE : I PASSED ALL MY MODULE WITH HIGH THAN MY EXPECTATION !!! WOO .... so to be safe i double check and double check to see whether did i see the wrong page but the end is i did not see wrong so i was so super duper happy and feel like eating ben and jerry for a celebration but didnt as never go out so next time then go eat bah SAD : I DID NOT WENT IN TO ANY POLY WITH MY GRADE !!! MY APPLICATION FOR THE JPAE WAS NOT SUCCESSFUL !!!! i thought i already think clear that for my grade cant go in de but don know why i feel so down or sad with the result and now i don feel like thinking for anything just feel like go enjoy my holiday and preparing go ns bah ... that all my post for today ~~~